Ahlan wa Sahlan 2014

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

It's been a while I'm not writing in this personal blog of mine.

It's been a year actually i'm leaving this piece of momento travelling virtually in my mind

and keep it sacredly within myself. However, this very great day I came across my silent blog in the google search and press the enter button to see the contents.

I felt like a poetry refreshing my sweetest memories and i feel like crying!

So undescribable. Alhamdulillah. thank you for the blessed journey.

I wish I could capture the lost 2013 moments (which I call year of pen-off).

Allah has been trying to teach me lessons of life in a mysterious way.

While we are busy planning our future, He had written everything from the beginning.

He's the best author and planner of one's life. Keep calm when things go wrong.

Allah has a bigger plan than I had for myself. No doubt.

I'm done with my past. I'm walking away. Leaving it there.

I was so thankful to Allah for every raindrops falling there'll be rainbow to cheer the sky.

So I guess life's like that and accept it with the hope that tomorrow's gonna be better.

And myself gonna be an improved and better muslimah. inshaaAllah Allahuma Aamiin.

Ahlan wa Sahlan 2014!

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Sebuah jiwa terbentang seluas Sahara

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Selama-lamanya kelembutan 

takkan pernah tewas dengan kekerasan

Lagu: Bazli Unic

Lirik: Ustaz A.Ubaidillah Alias